just keep walking

Addictive Pain-killer

2009-12-27T10:06:00.000-08:00

When in the car

Roads driven by

You do the steering

While I'm in there sitting

Sometimes i turned my head

Just to see who's beside me

Seeing you there, I smiled

Tingles inside with joyful glee

When on the line

Your voice seemed so mellow

Soft croaking sound

You're still lying on the pillow

Sometimes I get tired

The ears with heat and sore

But ur jokes and laughs

Kept me asking more

When in the street

You took my hand so gently

Messed up my hair

Forehead then kissed gently

Sometimes I let go

I wanted to walk slowly

But keeping my pace with you

Worth feeling safe and held on to

My days were good

And they got better

What should happen, what would

Me and you together

My December

2009-07-29T17:13:00.000-07:00

I thought I wanted a fairy-tale
A happily ever after without flaws and miseries
I thought I was perfectly fine with myself
Actually I was half, with you I'm a whole
The differences we had and always will have
Taught me how we fill each other completely
Wanted to hate what you do, wanted to ignore what you say
Wanted to hate what you give, wanted to ignore what you ask for
But my heart won't let it happen dear.
Because what you do is what made me kept on going
Having faith that falling in love is always a bless
Because what you say is from your heart
No matter how it supposed to hurt but in fact the words ease my life
Because what you gave is not always what i wanted
It does not matter, the intention is what i see and that's how you love me
Because what you asked for is not always what i offer you
But that makes me wanting to try harder in giving
I could whisper the words in your ear
I could say it while I hold your hands
I could shout it out loud
I could write it down in poems
I could write it in a song
I could hug you gently
I could kiss you tenderly
But it will never be enough
Never figure out how is the best way to assure that
I LOVE YOU.

Life

2009-07-28T11:42:00.000-07:00

It's like walking and you don't have a direction
The trees were varied and u passed them by
You tripped over a stone but managed to get back up
The wind blew north south east west
I swayed but I kept going on track
The rain poured and the sun shone
I still kept my paces going
Not knowing where to go and where it may lead
Having faith I'll soon find a destination
A glimpse of mirage told me to stop
But I kept on going and that is final
It is how I picture life
It is how I picture my journey
It defines who I am
It sketches roughly

INTERFET VELVET

2009-06-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

The journey started from junior high
Competing against each other, entering 70 SENIOR HIGH
The announcement day when we heard the news
We passed and made it, won and did not lose
You know at MOS how we were all anxious and nervous
Lost but excited, making new friends without loneliness
Being UTAS was quite horrible
Being bossed around, indeed terrible
Mendawai the spot and the place to be
Where you and me, Interfet-Velvet of Seventy
Then it came our second year, when we're called AUD
We all grew stronger and more solid than anyone could
GOR was the spot and the place to be
Where you and me, Interfet-Velvet of Seventy
At last we have reached the top of the chain
Being the AGIT, studies & social life was 'no pain, no gain'
Lamandau the spot and the place to be
Where you and me, Interfet-Velvet of Seventy
So many different characters, we managed to stay as one
So many tears and fights, but we had more laughs and fun
To my dearest and lovely Interfet Velvet
We have graduated and it is time to set
To set our future, heart, mind, and feeling
Where it will lead, without us knowing
Always keep the memory glued to our head
Don't let it sink and never let it fade
Lots of luck and best wishes
To us all with splendid blesses

Father

2009-05-23T10:42:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday daddy
Who often make me feel happy
You taught me a lot of things
Except the fact that i can sing
Hehe dad, please don't get older
Cause life gets tough and it gets bolder
I need you here to stay with me
At least to see my future with a husband and family
I remember the past
And realized time goes fast
Back in my childhood, something that we always do
The ride of the day that keeps me waiting for you
How i used to sat on your laps, riding the car
Whatever the distance, when near or far
I ran to you and jumped for piggybacks
Dad I want ice cream and I want snacks
See now u remember how spoiled i was
The immature and nagging acting like a boss
Now I've grown and still am a burden
I hope my flaws and faults forgiven
Love you lots and thank you
There's nothing i can do to repay you
This poem is from your daughter
Thanks for the given joy and laughter

PLEASE

2009-05-14T19:18:00.000-07:00

Please stay off my head
Please don't mess with my decision
Please don't blur my mind
Please just listen
Please agree with me
Please help me out
Please don't be angry
Please don't give me pressure
Please just let me think
Please let my feelings clear
Please don't be disappointed
Please don't act you know me fully
Please don't blame me for this
Please stop the voices
AND PLEASE LET ME BE

my apple pie

2009-05-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

Pia Alit Lestari
No she is not a fairy
It is actually funny how we met
The moment i played violin on a duet
What a coincidence you are now my classmate
Don't know was it luck or so called fate
First topic we talked about prameshwari ramadhani nasution
Then places that i've been to and the place where u were born
I know you thought i was calm and sophisticated
But haha, i was not that complicated.
I showed you my flaws and how i was freaky
But you turned out the same with the fact u're witty
In year 10 you did a major help, yes indeed
With that 'whom', the help that i need
Thank you thank you thank you
Oh my best friend, I owe you
You accepted me inside and out
The kind of friendship i don't wanna miss out
You are The Mrs. Know It All
What u said about guys and hints so i won't fall
You are unique and full of surprises
It's awesome to know you, thank goodness.
Pia, I know that i had let you down.
Somehow turned your smile into frown.
But best friends will always shine through forever
A memory that won't be forgotten and I'll remember
Dear Pia Alit Lestari
Even though u're not a fairy
Thank you for having my back these past years
You certainly worth all my laugh and my tears.

talking about the past

2009-05-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

It was a day that I did not expect
I saw you there with all respect
You were my senior
I was your junior
It melts me back then
Still clear in my head, when
The way you stare and walk
That i just can't stop to talk
It's you and you and you
The one I tell my friends, that's who
Then the day came
Well I was kind of lame
You shook my hand and told your name
I was nervous, glee and full of shame
Too embarrassed to smile
I held it inside, I cannot lie
From that day on it went better
The clock ticks, we went closer
You were my special one
Your heart that i had won
The way we laughed and the way we used to share
All that you gave to me and how you used to care
So much about me and so much about us
A relationship we had without the fuss.
The first time I had been serious
The bond we made, wasn't it obvious?
It gave me tingles and butterflies
The days then were full of surprise
But everything changed and we knew how it went
You moved away and everything just bend.
Such a lesson for us to take.
Though the feelings were never fake.
You were my best friend and will always be
Though the feelings don't have it anymore in me
But you will always be special as u are pleased to be

Dedicated to kak Sule, hehehe
u asked for it :D

This pal asked me to write about him

2009-05-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

There's a friend of mine who is really tall.
He's sensitive but he won't show it to all.
There's something about him that's funny.
No I am not saying that he's a loony.
He's talented just like me.
In music we're gifted, obviously.
Though what he does to me are often lame.
But we're friends, will always stay the same.
Though it's not fair
That you don't share
As I much as I did
Like you do to yudit
Hahahahaha pece
Untung lo ga kece
Peace out and get laid
For this, i don't need to get paid
U should really thank me
For being so kind and pretty

HAHAHA

they brighten up my days :)

2009-04-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

ANGELS of my own.

It isn't like on tv where they have wings and in white.
It doesn't smell like heaven nor available at anytime.
But there is the kind that u don't want to lose nor missed.

The kind that shines your day, it turns brighter.
The kind that isn't available at anytime but when they are, u're very thankful u worth their time.
The kind that isn't very attractive but their heart is out of everyone's league.
The kind that have problems but always put your problems before theirs.
The kind thats full of flaws but see you flawless.
The kind that accepts you inside and out.
The kind that knows what's best for you.
The kind that when their names are spoken, u turned your face and smiled "that's my best friend".

I deeply thank you for being what you are